House of Eris

do less, fiercely less
fail more and beautifully
let success shrink back into shadow
make things—beautiful useless things
abandon something that's working
embrace unmeasurable chaos
an unmanagable void

read without highlighting, eyes wandering
don't take notes, let knowledge slip
learn until it fills you
remember nothing
rediscover what you forgot
noticing nothing makes sense, really
don't manage

play until your bones ache
make music in discord
in your infinite night
dance freely
to your broken rhythms
be silly with savage intent
notice how absurd this all is
be really fucking serious about being silly

grieve what you gave up
give up sooner, give up faster
try really hard, harder than breathing
in the opposite of trying, dissolve into stillness

forgive yourself like tides do shores
does it feel like winning?
fight for others
fight for someone you don't like, harder still
actually mean it
mean it like dying